Thursday, April 29, 2010


..that is what I feel, all the time. What am I doing? Where is life going? Why am I so tired all the time? What do I want to do with my life? Do I have the motivation to see my resolutions through?

I think it is time to find out. There is no other choice left.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Pain is Good

Or so I am trying to tell myself. When you have no cure, you just have to endure, and I am going to try my best !!!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Procrastination Help

How did I spend my Saturday?

Watching 3 seasons of Desperate Housewives consecutively. Eating fried Gujju (to hell with being politically correct..) farsan (yeah yeah...don't remind me it's me who was eating it), two packets of Monaco biscuits slathered with cheese, and more than six servings of ice-cream. And yes, after this rather sinful day, I feel I am in hell.

I can't think. I can't move. I am in this catatonic state. It is nothing short of paralysis. Is this what I want to do with my life? I realised I am just procrastinating. Physical ailments apart, this is the most dangerous disease that I am suffering from. And what is worse, it seems to be chronic.

When this realisation dawned, I turned to God. I googled "procrastination help". That was the clearest manifestation I was capable of in my paraplegic state.

Thank you God for answering my prayers...there's actually a site dedicated to people like me. I'm not alone. And what a relief that is.

I am going to defeat this Goliath by taking a year long sabbatical in God's own country. :) Sounds good? Or is that a paradox ?


Ok...I'm rambling.